Words . Life

Thank God, Semester Finally Over

2009-05-08T20:58:00.005+08:00

The semester is finally over.
Although on a whole it is not really a nice one,
I still want to thank God for the...

New experience (not the accidents)
Great people that I've met
Closer bonds
Hmm....what else?

As a whole, I'm thankful for everything (although I still complaint all the time *teehee*).
Thankful for the good things that happened,
the bad ones as lessons and part of the growing process.

We really need to stay cool.

Weather is horribly hot.

Same Different Road: The Nature's Mood

2009-03-24T20:59:00.011+08:00

A same road can be different

Rising of the morning sun

A gloomy morning

Evening storm

After rain evening

Sun set highway

Nature has different moods too

Positive? Negative?

2009-03-18T20:42:00.006+08:00

How to stay positive?

According to the Law of Attraction, one should think about the things that he or she wants them to come true, and try not to think of something that he or she doesn't want them to come true.

This is because....

What you're thinking = What you'll get

Example:

You think you're unlucky = Get scolded, cheated, lose something

You think you're lucky = Won lottery, everything goes well

Well, let's just put it in a simple way .... all of the above means Positive Thinking = Happy Life

But.... How?

Seriously, I really have no idea. Thoughts just come and go, pop out and disappear....like magic.

We can't just call out "Yohooo....Mr. Positive, I'm here." or "Shoo...bad Negative...shoo shoo."

Anyway, a friend suggested:

Every time a negative thought pops out, take a dollar away.

*Can cut down negative thoughts, can help you save money. Buy 1 Free 1 special offer. LOL*

Anymore suggestions?

*p/s: I think I didn't get the Law of Attraction wrong.

What's Playing in Me?

2009-03-09T17:03:00.010+08:00

Sometimes, there's this feeling of a heavy rock on my heart.

I feel suffocated, I feel lost.

I tried looking for the answer to it,

it turns out the answers to it are always...

Worrying too much

Pushing myself too hard...etc etc

But, I feel that it is more than that.

Since a time, I can feel that I've changed.

Changing into someone who is impatient.

Changing into someone who likes to blame.

Changing into someone who complaint a lot.

Changing into someone who is isolating from others.

Changing into someone whom I can say, feels like giving up on something.

Am I a person who will share my real problems or my thoughts with others?

Am I a person who will bravely voice out my opinion?

I think I'm not.

Many times I choose to just keep quiet, or agree with everyone.

I want to avoid tension situation.

I don't want too many disagreements to happen.

People may think that I'm a two headed snake or a coward.

I don't blame them, cause I feel the same way too.

Sigh~ what's playing in me?

Discussion Dilemma

2009-03-06T21:26:00.005+08:00

Discussion?

From now on, I won't be asking about discussion.

If anyone wants to have discussion or think there's a need for one, just let me know and I'll see whether I can make it or not.

Itching for a holiday

2009-03-03T14:19:00.005+08:00

Itching for a holiday.

When I'm ~
Doing assignments......image of beach pops in.
Researching......image of the sea pops in.
Brainstorming for ideas.....image of coconut trees pops in.
Thinking about internship.....image of beach chalet pops in.
Driving in the evening.....image of a seaside sunset pops in.
Laying on my bed....image of me relaxing on the beach pops in.

All these keep going on and on.

*a song playing softly in my mind...guitar strumming....singer humming*

Complain: What about it?

2009-02-22T00:02:00.006+08:00

Complain...

What about it?

Complaining is common in our life.

Complaining, at times, is a way to distress.

Complaining can also be a way to share your thoughts.

But, over limit complaining will only bring you problems.

A question to ask.

Ever thought of what is playing in others' mind when they listen to your complains?

The Word, "Demotivate"

2009-02-20T00:02:00.003+08:00

Demotivate shall be the word

I've been demotivated

My assignments

My studies

I no longer have the spirit to hold things together

I no longer have the full strength to climb

Demotivate will be the word

The World Best Job

2009-01-18T22:52:00.009+08:00

Being an island caretaker in the Islands of The Great Barrier Reef is indeed The World Best Job.

Work :

Island caretaker = Explore the islands, meet up with the locals and tourists, keep the place clean, collect mails, report the happenings on the islands (hooking up the net and start blogging, loading videos and pictures...) and have Fun & Relax *Who doesn't want that?*

Salary :

A$ 150,000 = RM360,000 *Now, who doesn't want that?*

But.....you will only be able to enjoy those, only if you are one of the lucky winning candidates out of don't-know-how-many-applicants for The Job.

With my passion for the beach ... the sea ... the waves ... the coconut trees ... the breeze ... the soft white sand ... the sea shells ... the smell of the ocean ... the sunshine .............. *Starts imagining* How I wish I could get it. But too bad, I still have my studies to do.

Well, maybe I'll still have the chance to try my luck in the future. Here, I wish all the applicants out there "GOOD LUCK!"

Interested? Visit http://www.islandreefjob.com/ (Hmm...so far I don't see any Malaysians applying for it. Go try your luck if you are those one of a kind island and nature lover!)

Odd One?

2009-01-12T21:09:00.005+08:00

Somehow or rather, there's a feeling of odd one out.

When the crowd is there, I'm here.

When the crowd is North, I'm South.

When the crowd has it, I don't.

Can I call that unique?

Or it is called falling off track?

Weirdos in China

2009-01-06T14:01:00.015+08:00

During the recent trip to the North East part of China, I've found something interesting.

Found this coffee vending machine in a shop. I'm "impress" with the language. *As for the Korean words, because the North Eastern part of China is close to North Korea, therefore it isn't surprising to see Korean stuff in the market*

I'm sure you know what this earphone looks like

Breakfast plates provided by one of the hotel looks like those used in the prison.

Fried star fish and sea urchin

Fried crickets, worms and scorpions

People (most are not young) swimming in the cold at about -12 Celsius in the morning. *I salute*

Dried frogs as tradition health supplement

This lizard look thing is also a tradition health supplement

Normal dogs instead of Husky to pull the sleigh. Usually there's about 6 dogs per sleigh, but here's only 2 dogs pulling 2 humans.

*Feel sorry for the dogs. Feel guilty when I see them struggling to pull us towards the ending point, beating the cold weather with bare foot on snowy ground.*

What happened at the car porch

2008-12-24T16:04:00.005+08:00

When I'm standing at the car porch
There's someone trying to tell me
Telling me to upgrade myself
I should go out and open up my eyes
Experience and see the things around me

When I'm standing at the car porch
There's someone telling me to keep up with trend
I should at least know what the current favorites are
And try it out if possible

When I'm standing at the car porch
Floating in, the images of what I wish and dream to be
Happy, feeling content and enjoying life

Now, when I'm in front of the computer
Thinking...
I shouldn't be just listening to what have been told
Don't just wish and dream for it
If I intend to get it
I should say "I want it" "Go get it"

Finals : Done

2008-12-18T14:13:00.004+08:00

Currently, the inner me looks like this.

Finals is over for now.
There's a song playing in my head " O'Holy crap....I think I blew my finals ~ "
What has been done, is done. It is too late to sulk over it *No point sulking over spilled milk*

Therefore, I should be ^______________^
Holidays are here.
Dong Zhi
Christmas
New Year
Wohooo ~ Birthday!!! *Ah crap...one year older*

Note to myself

2008-12-10T16:18:00.004+08:00

Can I don't put effort into something and hope for good results?
NO

Can I just wait for exam tips to come?
NO

Can I sit there and do nothing, and wait for things to be done?
NO

Can I go for holiday as long as I want?
NO *not now*

Can I do whatever I want whenever I feel to?
NO *not all the time*

Can I have my own ways of doing things?
NO *not all the time*

Can I always feel happy, without worries and negative thoughts?
YES *of course, no one's stopping you*

If

2008-11-25T23:03:00.005+08:00

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you
But make allowance for their doubting too,
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream and not make dreams your master,
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much,
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And, which is more, you'll be a Man, my son!

by Rudyard Kipling

Picture Speaks A Thousand Words

2008-10-14T11:08:00.007+08:00

As I've said, a picture speaks a thousand words...

1st Day of New Semester

2008-10-13T17:27:00.002+08:00

1st day of new semester
Like usual...
Parked the car at a far away place to avoid saman,
and walked all the way, under the sun, to campus.

1st day of new semester
Like usual...
Met some friends and "Hi!"
All stared at the timetable, through the glass decorated with finger prints and breath.
Comments were sung naturally.

1st day of new semester
Like usual...
Lined up to collect "certificate" as ticket for the next level of the adventure.
Chatting while waiting at a corner for the time to come.

1st day of new semester
Like usual...
Early birds grabbed their preferred sits.
Late birds flew in late.
Skipping birds went for "skipping".

1st day of new semester
Like usual...
A lot of talking.
A lot of listening.
A lot of dreaming.
A lot of a lot.

And here comes to the end of day 1
Chatting...
Tables and chairs rumbling...
Bye byes...

A Movie...

2008-09-26T22:22:00.004+08:00

A movie about money, sacrifices, love, greediness, selfishness...

A movie that made me laugh...

A movie that made my tears roll...

A movie that made me think for days...

A movie that taught us something valuable...

A movie that tells about the happenings in society...

A movie that is meaningful...

Watch it, if you haven't.

Finals Finally Finished

2008-09-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

Friday the 19th 4.30pm, 3 big F's appeared.

"Fail Fail Fail".... NOoooooo, not these 3.

Finals Finally Finished

The 3 big F's that all of us would like to have.

It is kind of late for me to post this 2 days after the exam.

But, who cares? Exam is over.

It is the time for you to have fun *although I don't know what to do during my break =.=*

So... my uni peeps, happy holidays!!!

To those, like me, who will be growing their mushroom farms, happy sprouting mushrooms! We'll have plenty mushrooms for lentinus soup at the end of the day. Soup Fest !!!!

Changes for the Yable Yable space

2008-09-11T14:51:00.003+08:00

Suddenly feels like giving my blog a change.
But don't know how to change it and what to change.
So, this is currently what I've got for my place to yable yable.
Not much difference from the previous one though *LOL*

Shut up

2008-08-21T22:06:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, I should just shut my mouth.
There are times, what I've commented on or what I've said makes me sound so stupid.
(-x-) Shhh .......

The Unfinished Story of Emotion

2008-07-23T20:25:00.009+08:00

Recently, emotion is going up and down
It is like a stormy weather in the ocean
Where small little fishing boats are out in the rough sea

Emotion feels like the weather
Suddenly it is sunny
Suddenly it is cloudy
And there are times it is filled with thunder and storm

Mind is fooling around with emotion
Mind likes to make fun of emotion

Sometimes emotion tried not to be fooled by mind

And at times, emotion is just being innocent

Emotion starts to wonder
Why is it like that?
What's wrong with me?

Mind tells emotion
Nothing is wrong with you
It is just that I'm too lonely
I want someone to play with
Will you accompany me?

Emotion is unsure
Emotion don't really trust mind
Will emotion continue to be fooled?
Or emotion will be friends with mind?

Beauty That Is Not Eye Catching

2008-07-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

There's beauty in every corner of our life.

Things that are not eye catching can be something beautiful.

It is just the matter of how we view and perceive it.

Take some time to feel and appreciate it.

We always think that sand is just, sand.

But, it can be a beautiful art.

Time Ticking . Taking Time?

2008-06-27T22:11:00.007+08:00

Tick tock tick tock ...
Time is ticking, are you taking your time?

My time is ticking away too fast.
Before I realise I'm starting on my Monday,
I'm already getting closer to my Sunday.

Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock...

Time Ticking . Taking Time?

Where are you Motivation?

2008-06-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

Motivation...
Motivation...
Motivation...
Yuhoooo ~ Where are you?
Can you please come back?
Stop playing hide and seek.
Where the hell are you?
Please ~ come back right away.

Imagination

2008-04-14T20:10:00.005+08:00

The history of China is so rich. It can be dated back to a few thousand years ago. Until now, people are still trying to trace back more of China's ancient culture and tradition. People are still trying to unveil the truth hidden in Shi Huang Di's tomb and what he had done in those days. Even way before the first emperor of China, there are many many more truths and facts which we are still trying to look for.

All the histories of China that I've learned through traveling, books, and of course documentaries, movies and drama series sometimes make me hope that there's a time machine where I can travel back to ancient China or even back to 1920s - 50s period. I would like to see myself in ancient clothing, and I would like to see how I look in those attires. I hope to experience the life during ancient time, where everything started. I would also love to meet all the well known people of China, where their names and contribution have been pass down since more than a few centuries ago. Sometimes, I do imagine myself living during the ancient Chinese civilization, where there are all the dynasties of Great China.

Well, everyone have their own imagination. And this is one of the things that I like to imagine. Maybe I watched to many of these movies or drama series and it starts giving me effects. Sometimes, I even start imagining I'm one of those characters (of course, the character will be a girl) in the show *laughing at myself*. Anyway, I really have interest in the history of China. It makes me feel proud when I learned how smart those ancient people are (you can't imagine how clever they are until you get to see it yourself). Come to think of it.....WHOA!! our ancestors are so great and smart!!!

*Mind start to wander off into the period of ancient China.... Qin dynasty, three kingdom, Han dynasty, Tang dynasty, Song dynasty....... hmm~ where to set foot this time?*

A Letter to Myself

2008-04-10T21:45:00.004+08:00

Dear What-Should-I-Do,

"Do I have to follow their way of living?"
"Do I have to follow their way of getting work done?"
"Do I have to follow their behaviour?"
"Do I have to follow their way of thinking?"
"Do I...?"
"Do I...?"
"Do I...?"

What the hell! Not all of their things are correct. Just stay with your own style. Change only when you need to. Follow, only on certain occasion. As long as it is not over the border, you can still consider it. You are old enough to think for yourself.

From: You-Should-Have-Your-Own-Style

Year 1 Semester 2

2008-04-09T21:02:00.005+08:00

It's not an easy semester
Lots of things had happened
Things that I don't want them to happen

It's not an easy semester
It seems fine at the beginning
As I step further
It gets deeper

It's not an easy semester
One by one, people start to leave
There were misunderstandings
There were anger
And there were many more unhappy moments that I can feel

It's not an easy semester
Sometimes I feel that I'm in no where
Sometimes I'm so miserable
Trying to search
Search for an answer

Although it's not an easy semester
There are something different
We have our first class gathering
We have our first class "protest"
And I've chatted with those whom I've never spoken to before

Although it's not an easy semester
I manage to come out from the deep tunnel
I've learn a lot
I've been opened to lots of truths

In the coming semester
I hope it will be different
I hope it will be a memorable one
I hope it will be a happy one

Thoughts that I have right now

2008-01-02T11:28:00.000+08:00

Finally... I don't have to work anymore. I can relax!!! (aiks ... no work = no extra money)

Well, HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps !!! We're in a new year, and we're another year older. In the new year, we should have new dream, new target and new resolution (of course, you still have to carry on with your previous unfinished goals). This year, I feel like giving myself a change. I've always wanted to change, but somehow... I'm lost half way through *LOL*. I want to give my appearance some little changes, I want to try get rid of my bad habits (at least get rid 70% - 80% of it, cause there are some I want to keep *evil*). Hope I'll stay in track this time. So, what's your goals for 2008? Let's share.

There's tonnes of thoughts swimming in my mind. I don't know how to express them. Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm thinking. Whatever it is, I just think what I can. Whether it is unnecessary or necessary. Glad that I still have the power to think and to produce thoughts =) Any thoughts that you want to share?

Customers

2007-11-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

Types of customers:

Grab what they like in a few minutes

Take a veeeeeery long time to buy just one or two item

Considerate

Inconsiderate

Funny

Fussy / really fussy

Weird

Like to mess up your place

Ask a lot of information

Come in and go out

Come in for the mirror

Takes up all your time and buy nothing

Keep asking for discount

Gives you all the trouble to run up and down

The list goes on and on ...

Well, that's what you'll experience when you are working as a promoter or a waiter. Try to get some experience from it. You'll definitely learn something, and of course, you can earn your own pocket money.

Below are some pictures of the condition in the place I'm currently working in. All pictures are taken yesterday.

This was how the shop looks like yesterday. Actually, it was not so messy. But when there were a lot of customers and not enough workers to serve each and every one of them, this is what you'll get. In the 3rd picture, even new stocks that were nicely stacked on the floor turn into a total mess.

Donuts

2007-10-14T16:55:00.000+08:00

If you are in Pavilion, give this shop a visit. The donuts are nice and the price is quite reasonable (RM2 - RM2.50 per donut, almost the same price in Dunkin Donuts). The donuts are very different from those in Dunkin Donuts. But it is similar to the donuts in a donut shop in Curve (I forgotten the name of the donut shop in Curve...hehe).

Pavilion

2007-10-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

High class ... Glamour ... Expensive ... Rich

These are the words to describe the new shopping place in KL - Pavilion.

Most or maybe all of the shops there are boutiques or sell branded products.

You can even find a Jaguar show room in Pavilion.

The supermarket looks very high class too.

But still, a lot of people from all range of social classes visit Pavilion.

Cause it is not as high class as Star Hill.

There are some things which is still affordable for most people (especially when there's discount...LOL).

The main entrance of Pavilion

Escalators in Pavilion

When you are free, just go there and experience it yourself. It is a very spacious place (except for some parts which is not so spacious). You can also find Japanese cuisine, Korean cuisine, Vietnam cuisine ... etc. etc. But if you want to take your meal there, maybe you'll have to dig out a bit more because I don't see any fast food centre there (my mom said she saw KFC and Pizza Hut there, but no McD). You can have your meal at some of the some of the outlets, which is not so high class.

A day at the beach

2007-10-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

Port Dickson (PD)...yeah, that's where I visited today. The last time I went to this place was....many many years back. I can't really remember when. 7 years? 10 years? Or more than that? Who cares how long it is, as long as I get to GO TO THE BEACH!!! (but too bad I don't feel like going to have a deep in the sea. I caught a cold 2 days ago *ah...ah...CHOO!!!*)

Posing with my sis (haha...Da Shadow Sizta)

This is the ICE-cream I ate today @.@ (refreshing~)

Banana boat!!! I wanna have a ride (T_T)

When you are at the beach, coconut is a must!

Okay okay...this is the REAL ice-cream I ate today LOL

I Believe I Can Fly by R.Kelly

2007-10-04T22:58:00.000+08:00

I used to think that I could not go on

That life was nothing but an awful song

But now I know the meaning of true love

By leaning on the everlasting arms

If I can see it, then I can do it

If I just believe it, there's nothing to it

I believe I can fly

I believe I can touch the sky

I think about it every night and day

Spread my wings and fly away

I believe I can soar

I see me running through that open door

I believe I can fly

(Oh) I believe I can fly

See I was on the verge of breaking down

Sometimes the silence can seem so loud

There are miracles in life I must achieve

But first It's got to start inside of me

Could I believe in it?

Deep Cut

2007-10-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

Was deeply cut today
Leaving wounds on my flesh
I didn't notice at first
Blood came gushing out
I don't feel anything
Not even a bit of pain

At that moment
I felt helpless
Broken glasses laying on the floor
Blood oozing out non-stop
No one heard my cry
The cry deep down in my heart

Traces of blood on the tissues
Pieces of glass scattered everywhere
All of these happened
Because a glass bottle dropped right in front
Right in font of me
Giving out a loud crash

Somehow
Managed everything by myself
Although deeply cut
I cleaned up everything without a word
While others continue on with their work
Not asking what had happened

Will there be scar from the cut?
I think there will be
As it had cut deep into my heart
Leaving a scar
A scar that tells me what happened today
A scar that makes me remember

Lucky Draw Scam: The Aftershock

2007-09-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

Guess what happened today? After yesterday's conversation with that Chinese lady, I thought she'll never call back. I was wrong. This time, she called to disturb me. She want revenge. She keep calling for no reason. The first few calls, she told me that she'll keep disturbing me. After that, the phone keep ringing and nobody's talking.

"So what!!! If you want to play with me, I'll play with you." Every time she called, I pick up the phone and leave it there until she end the call herself. I just kept quiet. During one or two calls, I purposely make some weird noise just to piss her off. My sis even screamed at the phone loudly to give her a shock. Each call ended in just about 14 seconds.

These people are sick. Waste their time taking revenge by calling for nothing. How long can they disturb? Worst comes to worst, I'll just change my phone number.

Up till now, I'm not really angry with all these nonsense. I find it a joke, a very very stupid joke.

I think that lady will call again tomorrow, or maybe later at night. I better be prepare for this, "phone war". Wish me luck !!!

Lucky Draw Scam

2007-09-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

Approximately one month ago, during my study leave, I've received this call by an anonymous person who sounds like a Chinese lady (China Chinese). She told me something about a company, which I forgotten what's the name, is holding a function and she begin to ask me some questions. After everything, as a token for accepting the "interview", the company will give me a small gift. I didn't really take it seriously, as I think that it is another of those scam trying to cheat off all your money.

But, a week or two later, the Chinese lady called me again. This time, she told me that I've been invited to a party organized by their company. She gave me a series of numbers and told me that it is for a lucky draw. She keep convincing me to attend the party, which was held on 24 Sept 2007. She even told me that, if I can't make it, I can watch the party through "Shuang Xin" channel (If not mistaken, it is an Astro channel). And again, I didn't take it seriously.

Yesterday (24 Sept 2007), a Chinese lady called me AGAIN. This time, she said that I've won the lucky draw. She said the authority have been calling out my number for 3 times and no one went up to get the prize. i just told her that's because I'm not there. She hurriedly tell me to to rush to that place to collect it. Once again, she keep convincing me to collect the prize. I didn't bother to go. So, the Chinese lady said she'll have someone to contact me and assist me to collect the prize. (What's wrong with these people. Keep insisting that you collect your lucky draw prize... sheesh!!!)

Today morning, guess what happened? Yeah, another phone call from the Chinese lady (AGAIN FOR THE 4th TIME!!!). This time I let my mom do the talking. Pretending as me, my mom asked them what kind of prize that I've won. That lady told mom that I've got a $50,000 USD cash prize (can you believe that?!). Then the lady starts explaining about this whole thing is actually due to the project of their company, which is planning to invest in an island called "Lang Jia Wei" island (it sounds like Langkawi Island, so I assume it is Langkawi). My mom told her how come I've never heard of this place in Malaysia. You know what she said? "Oh, it is an island near Singapore. It is a nice place with beautiful scenery and chalets" ( what the heck, I've been staying in Malaysia since I was born, and I've never heard of a place near S'pore, called Lang Jia Wei. This is a SCAM !!!). Later, that Chinese lady start asking about my particulars so that they can transfer the money to my account. My mom said I don't want the money, and told her to donate the money to the charity. But the lady insist to transfer it to my account. My mom start asking her question to test her out and she gave stupid answers. One of it goes like that (everything was conversed in Mandarin):

Mom: "How did you get my hand phone number?"

Chinese lady: "You accepted an interview by China Press previously. And you gave them your phone number."

(Since when I got interviewed by people from China Press?! I don't even read China Press!!! Unless she's talking about the 1st phone call I received from them. But, if that was the interview, that means they already get my phone number before they can call me, right? RIDICULER'S !!!)

Another example:

Chinese lady: "Can you tell me your Chinese name? I need to fill in the form, so that I can transfer the money to your account."

Mom: "Malaysian don't use their Chinese name to open an account in Malaysia banks."

Chinese lady: "Don't you trust your government? Malaysia banks allow people to use their Chinese and/or English name to open an account."

(dear Malaysians, have you ever opened a bank account using your Chinese name? This lady is talking crap!!!)

After a while, my mom told her this is a scam and we will not fall for it. My mom told her not to call back again. If not, we'll report to the police. The lady was pissed off. She told my mom she's not afraid of us. She even said that she'll tell us the company's address (but....she didn't even give it to us because she cuts off the line after that.)

All of these are SCAM!!! People, be aware of it. Don't fall for it. There's been quite some cases like this happened in Malaysia. Usually when they said that you have won a lucky draw which consist a large amount of money, they will ask for processing fees or don't know what kind of fees before you can get the prize. And when you paid everything, you'll realise it is a scam. But it is too late. You have given all your money to them.

BEWARE !!!

DON'T BE SO GREEDY !!!

THINK BEFORE YOU TAKE ACTION !!!

*p/s: all of the 4 calls I received from the Chinese lady, the phone numbers are hidden. It shows in my hand phone as either Unknown or Withheld.

2007-09-07T12:27:00.000+08:00

Aloha !!! Long time no see !!!

Let's see...I've not been posting anything since 30 August. So now, I'm back for just a while to let you all know that I'm still here, I'm still alive. LOLx

Well, lately I'm busy preparing for my finals. And that's why I stop blogging for a few days (actually, another reason is...."What else ?! Of course the other reason is LAZY !!!" haha).

Arghh...tension with the exams. Feel like I have studied nothing in the pass few days. Next week is the starting of my finals, and I haven't even finish revising for all the subjects (some haven't even started T.T). Sometimes, I don't even know what to study, as if I've studied everything, but the truth is, I've NOT >.<

Okay, better get back to revising. Adios !!! Wish me good luck ^_^

Good Luck to all UTARians who will be taking their finals soon.

"Just Do It"
"Trust yourself"
"Do your best"
"Be confident"

Instant Noodle ~

2007-08-30T15:20:00.000+08:00

Anybody heard of Shin Ramyun ???

Well, if you haven't heard of it, Shin Ramyun is actually a Korea brand instant noodle. It is quite expensive for a packet of instant noodle (If not mistaken, it is around RM5++ for a packet), but come to think of it, it is an imported product (I guess), and I think the price is still acceptable.

I think those who love hot and spicy food will like it. For me, it is too spicy. I gulped down the whole cup of icy cold Zapple even before I finished the bowl of noodle. I can feel my lips are burning and swollen into the size of two big sausages (LOL ... I'm just exaggerating. But it really is too spicy for me.)

Give it a try if you haven't taste it before.

*p/s:

If you are a Korean Superstar, RAIN fans, you should try it. After all, Shin Ramyun is Rain's favourite ^.^

Blindfolded

2007-08-28T11:21:00.000+08:00

Suddenly, I feel that some of the happenings around me is fake. From my assignments marks to how people treat me. I don't know which one is the truth. I'm not sure why, but the feeling just comes out from no where.

It is as if I'm being blindfolded. I can only see a bit of brightness when there's light coming in through the blindfold.

My mind is fooling me.

Erm... buzz buzz buzz

2007-08-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

Erm .... lets see.
Ohya, lazy bug is bugging me now. Finals is just round the corner but, I'm still sitting here, as if I'm on hols =.=

Erm ... my God. I really don't know what to write.

Erm ... Bug bug bug bug bug, LAZY BUG ! *shoo shoo !!! Go away !!!*

Erm ... well, for my Long-time-no-mood-to-update blog, I think this is all that I want to say. I know it is kind of boring, but what can I do ?! I just can't push myself to write. Hands too heavy to write the real thing. *buzz buzz buzz*

Boiling lava !!!

2007-07-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

Lava boiling in me, the volcano will erupt...but what can I do?
Erupting doesn't do any good, it will only damage myself.
So, all I can do is just control it and and keep it down.
I hope all of these will come to an end AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.

The guilt in me

2007-06-21T16:39:00.000+08:00

There are things which I can't get myself to do it.
I want to solve the problems, but I just can't get myself to take the action.
I know someone has to do something to finish it off, but I feel the guilt in me.
Although it is just a simple task, but it is hard to open up my mouth.
Every time I would try not to hurt anyone.
But in the end, I can feel that someone is hurt, although they don't show it.
Or sometimes, I'm the one that hurts.
I hate to make choices that I don't want to make.
Sometimes, choices make me a cruel person.

Some people told me that, sometimes you have to bring yourself to do what is right.
They told me that you can't please each and everyone.
But, what you say is easier than action.
Some may say I'm a coward ( maybe I am).
Whatever it is, sometimes I just feel guilty after taking the step.

Ah, whatever it is. I still have to lead my life.
So, I'll just wait and see what I have to do when the time comes.
Now, getting my assignments done and prepare for mid-term exam =.= is important.
Lalalalala~
*whistle~*

Good day everyone !!!

Stand by Rascal Flatts

2007-06-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you’ll be alright
You'll be alright

Chorus:
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand
Then you stand

Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place

Mizz Motivation

2007-06-13T21:43:00.001+08:00

Dear Mizz Motivation,

Where have you been? You have been on a holiday since May. It seems that you have forgotten to return, or never think of returning.

It is time for you to come back. I need you for my assignments. I need you for my degree course. I need you for a lot of things.

I had allowed you to go on a holiday, as you have been working hard during my Foundation year. Now, I think you should have enough rest and enjoyment. It is time to work. So, please come back immediately.

From a soul who needs you desperately

I'm back

2007-06-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

After more than a year of hibernating, now I'm back in a drama club !!!
Well, I hope I'll be enjoying myself in this club (So I can get a good testimonial...LOL @.@).
I think drama ROCKS !!!

Erm...nothing to talk about lately. So, I guess that's all for today. Au revoir !!!

A letter to my friend

2007-05-23T20:47:00.001+08:00

To a friend who is no longer with us,

Though I'm not that close to you, but I've know you for years.
I still remember all the happy days when you were around with us.

Still remember when you were the only guy who stood tall in the squad.

Always in front at the right corner of the squad, where you became the Penanda.

In class, you used to fell asleep.

The English teacher will be the one who wakes you up in the middle of your dreams.

Now, after a year and a few month without much of your news, I was shocked to learn that you are now in a place far far away from us.

Here, I wish you will find your happiness in that far away land, and may the angels always be with you.

We will always miss you.

Goodbye my dear friend.

From a friend of many years.

Words for my friends

2007-05-22T21:03:00.000+08:00

My holidays have come to an end.
Tomorrow will be my second orientation in the same university.
From foundation course to degree course, time flows by without us noticing it.
I don't know what more to say.
The only thing is GOOD ＬＵＣＫ and ALL ＴＨＥ BEST in your degree.
Fight till the end and yet, never forget to enjoy life.
There are bitterness and sweetness in your life, it just the matter of how you want the portion to be.
More bitterness than sweetness? Or more sweetness than bitterness?
For me, I want it to be sweet.
How about you?

Paradise ~

2007-05-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

Sandy beach...

Crystal clear water...

Warm sunshine...

Relaxing sea breeze...

Clear blue sky...

Soothing music...

Happy faces...

Paradise...

Oh, how I wish I could be there right now.

Fading Connection

2007-04-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

I felt that my connection is fading away
At the beginning, the connection is stable
But as it goes on
It is fading...

My connection is no longer strong
There are times which I felt I'm not in the same connection anymore
I keep disconnecting

Disconnecting...
Fading connection...

What kind of person I am?

2007-04-12T11:10:00.000+08:00

Today, when i'm alone in the living room, suddenly two questions pop up in my head, "What kind of person i am?" and "Do i make people feel uncomfortable with me?"

I'm not sure why all of a sudden i started thinking about my character. But, i want to know. I want to know what kind person i am. I want to know what my friends think of me. I want to know how i treat my friends and how i act in front of them.

All these years, i've never asked anyone about their opinions on me. Now, i hope to know. I don't want to be a person who only knows how to criticise others, but without knowing what kind of person i really am.

To my friends out there or anyone who knows me, i wish to know what kind of person i am from all of you. Please tell me the truth.

Thanks

Sick of The Humiliation

2007-03-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

Recently my alma mater is having some sports event. It should be something happy to talk about, but some students really makes me feel dissapointed. Do their parents ever taught them about manners? Do they learn moral in school?

Students nowadays are getting worse in their attitudes. Not all of them, but a lot of them. They don't care about other people's feeling when they open their mouth to speak. Sometimes, they even use bad words to tell you off, or even just to make fun of you. They insult you like you are nobody, and the worse is, you didn't even do anything wrong or offended them, yet they just insult you for the hack of fun.

I don't get it. Why the students like to bully the first aid team? Everytime when they got sick or injured, they look for the first aid team members. But, when the members try to help them, some of those students start insulting the first aid team. Is it because the team is easy to be bullied? Or the students just don't like the first aid team? But if they dislike the first aid team that much, then why the hell do they want to come and search for help?

As an ex- member of the first aid team in my alma mater, I've experienced all these for the pass 5 years. Now that my sister is following my foot steps, what I heard from her is, the students are doing it over the limit. They will take every opportunity to insult the team members. No matter how hard you try to help the students, or even volunteer to go on duty whenever there's some events going on, the students will still say that the first aid team is useless.

There's one case, where a guy injured his leg. His friend didn't even bother to help him, but just stand there and start throwing out inaudible words such as F***, at the first aid team. Urghhh...I feel like slapping that idiot. And there's another case, where the first aid team was helping an injured patient, his friends start throwing loads of questions such as "Do you know how to clean a wound?!", "Do you know that he's in pain? Do something ! Don't you know first aid?" and "How come you all can't do anything to help him? You are first aid members, you should know how !". Bla...bla...bla...you think we are doctors? You think we know every single medical stuff including how to cure a patient with heart attack? Come on, use your commen sense ! That guy has broke his arms ! We are just a bunch of students who don't have medical certificate to do surgery for your friend ! We are trying our best, not to let his injury worsen before he was sent to the experts ! If you don't know how to help your friend, just shut up and stop disturbing us when we are trying to help !

Before I end, I wolud like to tell the juniors in the first aid team:

Keep up the first aid team spirit ! Never let those people's humiliation pull you down ! Do your best to prove that they are wrong ! I'll always support you all !

To those who like to make fun of us or humiliate us:

IF YOU THINK FIRST AID TEAM IS USELESS, DON'T COME BEGGING FOR HELP!!!
AND BECAREFUL WITH YOUR WORDS !!!

Personality's + - x ÷

2007-03-13T20:46:00.000+08:00

Things that happened makes a person's personality change
Some change into a total different person
Some with just a little changes
Some turned into someone which people afraid of
Some turned over a new leaf

I knew that I'm no longer 100% who I used to be since birth
I'm building up my personality at every stage of my life
But the most important part in it is, what have I turned into?
Have I turned into someone worse ?
Or into a better person?

Do people actually give themselves some time, be alone in a quiet place and try to think what have they changed into?

Do people around or close to you really reflect what kind of person you are?

To these two questions, I can't say yes or no

Because everyone is not the same

When time flows, we will try to change ourselves to adapt the changing environment
Like what the saying goes, "Do as the Romans do"
But, do we actually think about the consequences before we follow?
Actually, I think we do
It is just the matter of how we want it to be

p/s: In this post, I don't meant to offence anyone. It is just what I'm thinking of at this moment.

During the Holidays

2007-02-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my semester break. After 4 weeks of holidays, tomorrow will be the start of our lectures and tutorials and practicals for Fundamentals of Finance (Eww... numbers & calculation again !!!) and Web Page Design.

During the holidays, the most wonderful time that I have is the Penang trip. The rest of my holidays are spent on reading Lydia Tey's new book, "HONK !!! If You Are A Malaysian", it is quite a nice book to read. The stories are humorous.

Besides reading, I've been sitting in front of my computer, trying to figure out how to use photoshop (Pssst...actually I've learned before when I'm in high school, but I didn't touch it for ages, and I've forgotten everything. Don't tell my dad, or he'll start nagging that I've wasted he's money to learn. So, shhhhh....don't tell.) Luckily, I still have my notes with me. So, these few days I've been editing pictures of my friends (The unfortunate ones will fall victim to my evil photo editing skill...MUAHAHA), myself and my cat. Who wants to see whether his/her picture has been edited, you are welcome to check with me.

Hmm...other than reading and "photoshopping", watching TV programmes is my priority during holidays. Wait, even if it is not holiday, watching TV programmes is still what I must do everyday (unless there's really nothing that interest me). So, Monday to Friday, 6pm will be The Last Breakthrough, and 7pm will be Scavenger's Paradise. Tuesday 9.30pm, Ugly Betty. Thursday 9.30pm, Kyle XY. If there's any movie at 10/10.30pm, I'll watch if it is interesting. Saturday and Sunday, schedule is uncertain.

During Chinese New Year, I went back to Ipoh for 3 days. On the way there, my dad purposely drive to Kampar to take a look at the new UTAR campus. Bamboos can be seen in one part of the campus. Although the new campus is unfinished, I can imagine that it will be a beautiful place to study in.

Basically, these are the activities that I've done during Semester 2 break. Human mind is very interesting, when you are studying/working, you hope for breaks....long long breaks. But when you get the breaks, you feel bored and wanted to go back to work/study. Hmm...interesting.

Anyway, just enjoy everything that you have. Live life to the fullest.

p/s: To all UTARians that will start semester 3 tomorrow, good luck and gambate !!!

VALENTINES

2007-02-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow will be the big day for all the lovers, and also for those who want to "propose" to someone to be he's girlfriend or be her boyfriend.

Well, I'm not celebrating it this year, but some time in the future I will.

Anyway, I don't know what else to write. I typed all these actually is because it's been quite sometime since I posted my last blog, and just to let you guys have something to read in my blog (LOL...@_@ ). And of course, if I don't type something in here, then why did I create this blog ?! (So, sometimes I may post craps in here...haha @_@)

Okay, that's all for now.

Here, I want to wish all those couples out there "HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!!" ^_^

5 days in Penang

2007-02-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

5 days in Penang

There were joy, pain and confusion

For joy...

We travel

We sing

We swim

We board on buses

We cook

We enjoy the scenery

We joke

Laughter can be heard all day

For pain...

There were those who got sick

There where those who got injured

And there where those who cried

For confusion...

Love is always the thing

Which made us confused

5 days in Penang

Relation between the 10 of us is one step further

We know each other more

We no longer are strangers

Our friendship has been strengthen

5 days in Penang

Gave us a memorable and priceless experience

Where we shared happiness and sadness together

And I'm sure that it has made us all tougher

5 days in Penang

I hope there will be another 5 days for us

For us to enjoy every moment

Of travelling together

~ FRIENDS FOREVER ~

Feeling Good

2007-01-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Finished finals today
I'm free again
Next target would be Penang trip
A trip with my dear friends
A trip where we eye on the food
A trip where we crave for relaxation
A trip where pictures will be taken
A trip where we store happy moments in the mind

Now, I'm drumming my ear with music
Trying to think of what to prepare for the trip
Figuring what to type out in this blog
And now.... I don't know what to type
As long as I feel good
And that's enough

Hope all of you out there have a wonderful day ^_^

The start of my 19th year of life

2007-01-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

Today, is exactly the starting of the 19th year of my life. I'm happy today. I have a wonderful birthday celebration with my friends today. Thanks for the birthday song (especially Mao's version...mao~ mao~ mao~), very creative. Thanks for the cake, the " Warmest Chocolate". Thanks for the cream on my face, this is the first time I got my face filled with cream. Thanks for the T-shirt, I like it very much. Thanks for the two little kitty cat, Wantan and Sui Gau, they are very cute (looks like the 2 kitty is an entertainment for us, even the guys like to play with them). Thanks for the photos...Thanks for the wishes...Thanks for everything. Thanks for giving me such a great and special birthday celebration with all the great atmosphere. I'll never forget it.

Here, I wish all of you ALL THE BEST. May the angels always be with you.

Last but not least, I want to wish myself... "Happy Birthday !!! "

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING @.@

Today's rhythm

2007-01-09T17:32:00.000+08:00

This few days, I think I'm feeling better. I think I smiled more and talked more. I don't know why... I don't care why, as long I feel better, as long as I don't feel sulky.

Human mind is really a mystery. Sometimes I don't even know what am I thinking of. Sometimes I felt that my mind is fooling me, giving me all the unnecessary things to think of or even make my thoughts a mess.

Whatever it is, I think I really need to have a break, really have to go traveling to another place. But before this can happen, I must study to attempt my final exam for this semester. After that...relax is all I want, and of course celebrate Chinese New Year and go for all the nice food.

C_U_T_E

2007-01-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

(Baby Matthew of Rob-B-Hood is truly cute !!! Everyone agree ?)

Cute...why do you describe a thing or a person as cute? Of course is when the thing or person you saw is really cute. But, I don't know why, some people can describe everything as cute. There are some people who (I don't know what is the purpose of doing so), describe what they saw, even though is something which is not exactly cute, as CUTE. For example, a girl saw a guy, which is (to me) not macho, not at all handsome, thin like stick, fair like ghost, fashion taste is totally out, talks like a sissy, and the hair style is absolutely a no no for guys, but the girl thinks that he is cute. Even her bunch of friends also go screaming "OH MY GOD ! That guy is soooooooo cute !"

Yuck !!! For heaven's sake. This kind of people really makes me puke. How can this kind of guy be labeled as cute? OK, maybe he's movement is cute, but the girls don't even know who he is, they haven't even speak to him before and he's just standing there doing nothing. They've just seen him for very first time, and yet, they call him a cute guy and they go crazy about him. Ewww...

Oh people, please don't ever label a thing or a person as cute when it is actually not. Cute is such a beautiful word to describe a thing or a person who truly deserve it. Yea, maybe there are things which some of us feels that it is cute and some of us may not think so, but just don't go around and call whatever you see as cute. Another example taken from a Taiwanese show, a celebrity saw snow on the ground when she's travelling on a bus. You know what did she said? Yea..." Oh, the snow is so cute !" ( -_-lll this is my expression when I heard that ). Hello....snow is cute? Snow don't even have any face or whatever that can be seen as cute. SNOW IS BEAUTIFUL !!! You may say a SNOWMAN is CUTE.

If you don't know what cute means, please flip through the dictionary to check the exact meaning for cute and how to use it. Don't simply say something is cute. You are actually distorting such a nice word into something meaningless, if you do so.

Ohya, and another thing....please don't ever, and never, pretend to be cute.

PLEASE...don't spoil the word "cute".

The Rhythm Has Slowed Down

2007-01-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

The rhythm of my heart is slowing down. This few days, I'm getting lazy. I don't feel like attending classes, and I'm lazy to do my homework. I just want to stay at home to sleep, or just sits around and occupy myself with something which I feel like doing.

The rhythm of my heart is slowing down. Sometimes, I even feel lazy to talk, because I don't know what to talk. I'm know lack of topic to talk on. So, don't feel strange when I'm just sitting there keeping quiet, while all of you chatting happily.

The rhythm of my heart is slowing down....that is what I can say, because I can feel it.

~ 3-01-2007 Orientation ~

2007-01-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Orientation...makes me wake up very early.
Orientation...makes my muscle pain.
Orientation...makes my leg numb.
Orientation...let me exercise.
Orientation...let me gain experience.
Orientation...let me make new friends.
Oreintation...helps me to skip classes.
Orientation...helps me to get replacement classes T.T
Orientation...is part of our life...............
So, just try to enjoy it.

~ The End ~

@.@

Miserable, helpless....lost

2007-01-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

Why? Why? Why? Why this kind of thing happened? Can't they just stop everything? Why can't they just talk nicely? I hate it when they do that. I hate it...They will never change...never !!! They don't listen to each other. After so many years, they are still the same. I'm so fed-up with it. Can't they just stop it?

I feel like leaving. Leave this world which full of crap. I feel so helpless...i can't do anything. All i can do is just sit there and listen to every word they say, blaming each other on everything. I'm lost...

I'm so miserable now...i want to run away, run away from all of these crap. I want to go away. Go to a place where peace is there. I want to be alone...now, silence is what i ask for...

~ ONLY YOU ~

2006-12-27T20:37:00.000+08:00

A person can make you feel high,

A person can make you feel low.

But only you can decide,

Which way you want to go.

A person can cause drama,

A person can cause a situation.

But only you can create,

Your own reputation.

A person can make you laugh,

A person can make you cry.

But only you can make,

Decisions for your life.

I guess what I'm trying to say,

That when you're living day to day.

Don't live by what people do,

But live by what you know is true.

Merry Christmas !!!

2006-12-25T10:04:00.000+08:00

Although it is not snowing here, i still want to sing "... let it snow, let it snow, let it snow..."

Merry Christmas everyone !

And Mizz Raven will enjoy a tropical Christmas...haha @.@

*p/s: Forget all of your problems for a day and enjoy Christmas with your beloved ones...

Assignments are OFF !!!

2006-12-22T11:12:00.000+08:00

Yahoooooo !!! Finally, all my assignments are done. After such a long time struggling with assignments, now i can relax a bit. Wahaha.

Though now my throat is still sore (ouch... !!!), i can't really talk much (i think my voice has changed) and i can't cheer for finishing the assignments (nevermind, i'll type it out...YAHOOOO !!! HIPHIP HOORAY !!!), but i'm so happy...NO MORE ASSIGNMENTS !!!

Er...i think better not be too happy first. Later this afternoon, i'll be getting back my Writing for Mass Comm mid term results...hope that the results is good...*pray*

That's all for now. Got to prepare to go to campus.

^_^ Adios !!!

My words...

2006-12-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

Today we have done our Sociology presentation. It is FUN !!! Everyone including the all time sulky face tutor were laughing when we are doing the short play. Thanks to everyone in my group and the support from the audience...THANKS THANKS !!! I love all of you...*muaks*

Today, some unhappy thing happened after our presentation. Love problem again...i hope both my friends are okay. Hope they can over come it. Mr Wolf, it is good that you tell Miss Lioness now. If not, her cuts are even deeper. And Miss Lioness, don't feel upset about it, at least you know that Mr Wolf is telling you the truth. There's still a long way to travel in your life. Don't let this thing hold the both of you back. Just take it as an experience and become a more matured person. The thing both of you are going through now is part of the color in your life, just that this time it is not a bright one. There are still a lot of other colors waiting for you to color your life...

Tonight, i'm going to a gathering of my primary school friends. I missed them so much. Hope that most of them will turn up.

Another 2 or 3 more assignment to go, and another presentation to go. After that, it'll be our finals. Good luck to all my UTARian friends.

" Experience comes through the journey of our life, and it is a valuable thing to have. "

Assignments... X_X

2006-12-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today i've been sitting in front of my PC doing my assignments. There's a moment where i feel like smashing my PC into pieces (assignments...ARGHHHH !!!). I have even thought of giving up, but i can't cause i need the marks to get through my exams. Everyone is going crazy for the assignments...headache, stressed, goin nuts, mad etc. are all the words popping into the head (actually, i think it is because we kind of like, start doing it almost at the last minute....hehehe)

Arghhh...i missed my Korean Drama. Thanks to the assignments. But, nevermind...hehehe...i have back-up for it. Wahahahaha...Tomorrow after class, first thing i'm gonna do after lunch is to watch what i have missed today !!!

Luckily today is Agong's Birthday. If not, i think tomorrow you will see me sitting in front of the PC... soundless, motionless, breathless... X_X

Anyway, relax is what i want to do now. Listening to songs...and typing out what you are reading now. Hahaha.

Before i end this, here's an advice from Raven " Remember to relax yourself when you are stressed up " !!!

~ THE END ~

@.@

LOVE....

2006-12-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

Love love love....that's what is all about now. Almost everyday, i can see blogs that only talk about their love lifes, how their hearts got broken, can't get the guy/girl they want.......
Oh, love...who are you? Sometimes you make people happy, but there are times you make people sad.

I don't know much about love between guys and girls. I haven't experienced it before. But there's one thing i want to say, " Follow the rhythm of your heart " and " Let things flow naturally ". One day, you'll get the one that belongs to you and you'll know it, when the time comes.

Don't worry, be happy !!! ^_^

5th of December...

2006-12-05T15:21:00.000+08:00

Well, my group have finished our group presentation for Social Psychology today. Yeay...another assignment down, but there are still a few to go (oh, i'm gonna rush rush rush...). Thanks to all my famwie and friends that came to support us. I kinda enjoy the presentation, aspecially the part where they said i looked like a "crazy woman"... Hahahaha.

Ohya, this morning Dylane gave each of us a special made card. On every card, there is our name printed on it, and each card means something. Thank you for the card, Dylane. I'll keep it forever.

After class, this is the 1st time where i took the bus home with Shyam, Marc, Cheng Hui, Ian and Joanne. But all of them went off at Subang Parade to get Santa's hat, while i go home to rush my assignments and prepare for tomorrow's exam.

I think that's all for now. Better get back to my assignments.

In the mood for X-Mas "Ho Ho Ho..."

2006-12-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today i feel great.

I went to 1U today. All the X-Mas decorations made me feel even better. And the X-Mas songs too...I wish that it is snowing ( oooo....snow is soooo pretty...pure white...) Imagine that, at night, all the X-Mas trees are lighted up, X-Mas carols can be heard, Santa going " Ho Ho Ho...Merry Christmas !", and decorations all over the place...

Actually, for the past few years, i don't really put attention on X-Mas, but this year....i don't know what makes me get into the mood of X-Mas. Anyway, X-Mas is great...

Oooo...i can't wait for the Santa's hat to come. Shyam has planed to wear Santa's hat in campus during the X-Mas "fever", so the whole bunch of us will be doing that too. I'm sure that will gonna be fun. Guys, remeber to take pictures !!!

That's all for now. Since i'm in the mood of X-Mas now, i wish all of you...

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

* Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way....*

Miserable Raven...

2006-12-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a long long time since i last posted my blogs. So here i am again to write down something which is in my mind.

Now, i'm in the middle of my 2nd semester of my foundation course, but i feel that this sem doesn't really is as good as last sem. Last sem, i was always happy. You don't really see me in gloomy moods and can't see me in tears. But for this sem, although i got to know more friends from other tutorial groups, and all of us will go "crazy" together, laughing like mad, there are times which i felt lonely and hurt.

These few days (after that incident which i don't feel like mentioning), my mood isn't really as good as it used to be. Sometimes i'll feel happy, sometimes my mood will just drop to zero degree where i just kept quiet for a long time. I take that as a mood swing, and i hope that it will not last long.

I don't know what's wrong with me, sometimes i just feel i'm alone, all by myself. When the others are chatting happily, i just can't find any conversation to fit in, i just don't have the mood to talk. I don't know whether it is the impact of that incident is too big for me to overcome or is it other reason that made me into who i am now. I don't know...All i know is, that incident made me thinks a lot.

Some how, sometimes when others are chit chatting with each other, and i'm sitting there keeping quiet, i will start thinking whether there is someone that really cares about me, and sometimes i will think about things on frienships. These days i feel so miserable...

I don't know who am i...am i really a happy person? Or i'm just faking it out? What do the others think of me? Am i just thinking too much? Bla bla bla....the questions go on and on.

Oh, just now when i begin to type this blog i felt gloomy. As i go on, i'm feeling better. LOL !!! But what i have typed in this blog, is really what i felt and what i have thought of.

Life must go on no matter what happens. So, i must remind myself that " Don't worry, be happy" (a qoute which can always be heard from Marc, Shyam and Ian), and that song which the 3 of them love to sing these few days "...always look on the bright side of life *whistling*..."

And the most important....LAUGHTER IS THE BEST MEDICINE !!! Wakakakakakaka

Friday The 13th

2006-10-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

Well, today is Friday the 13th. As all of us know that it is the Black Friday, so this means that it is a unlucky day.
Don't know whether it is true or not, but there really are some unlucky things happened today ( maybe it is just a coincidence, maybe it is true...who knows ?!).

The unlucky things that happened :

I can't download my notes from my university's web ( it seems that an error has occured ).
My mum can't find her Ring Ring Card.
My friends grandma passed away this morning.
My other friend feels uncomfortable as she has bloating stomach and she vomit.

All these make me wonder whether I should believe that Friday the 13th is really an unlucky day or I should just take it as a normal day ( all these years, nothing much happen on this particular day. But in the year 2006...).

Believe or not to believe ?

It is up to you to decide......

The Curse of Internet Virus

2006-10-10T10:08:00.000+08:00

Last night, I got viruses ( TROJANs !!!) through clicking on a link which my friend sent me (but they didn't really sent it).
I spent the whole night fixing it. At last, it is over.
The worst part of this problem is, a lot of my friends got the same thing as I do. All happened last night. The link was sent automatically to those on my list. Once you click it.... " OH MY GOD !!! " And it is quite hard to clear it.After viruses were cleared, some of my friend have problem log on to web pages, windows live messenger and etc etc.

So, beware of the links that people send you, whether you know that person or not.

We can do it !

2006-10-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Relieved !!! That's what I want to shout out loud. At last, no need to worry about my results. But the most important is, " I passed my Economics ! "
I'm quite satisfied with my results. But of course, I want to do much better than just pass the subject. Must study hard to achive something better than that.

Well, sem break will be over soon. The starting of a new semester is just around the corner. New subjects will be making their way into our life. Hope that me and my friends can cope with them.

The past is the past, what's coming is more important. So, make the past a lesson, and take the future as a challenge. We must do our best to complete our foundation without letting everyone around us down.

My friends, I know we can do it. Give ourself a little hardship, and the next thing will be a beautiful rainbow. Good luck and GAMBATE !!!

Becareful of Forge Money...

2006-10-03T16:54:00.000+08:00

BECAREFUL of FORGED MONEY !!!

Sometimes the money you get back from other people may be fake. Not that they want to cheat you, but this kind of money has been passed on from hand to hand without people realising that it is fake.
Today, I went to Giant Supermarket with my mum to buy some groceries. When my mum pay the cashier, the cashier found out that one of the RM10 my mum handed to her is fake. She scanned it with a device at the counter and, " It is fake ! " After that, she wrote a big PALSU on one side of the RM10. Oh, there goes the RM10...
At that moment, I realise that each counter have the money checking device. I wonder whether this kind of case happens at Giant quite frequent. If not, how come they install the device at every counter?
My mum took the forged money to compare with the other RM10. The cashier said its colour is a bit different form the real one, and my mum also found out that there's a part missing. Wow...no one realise that it is fake, if not for the examine.
So, make sure you check your money propaly. If not, say bye bye to your money if some one found out that it is fake.

Once again.....BECAREFUL of FORGED MONEY !!!

Why pretend ???

2006-10-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

There's a question keep pondering me, "Why some girls like to pretend to be cute?"
Actually, do they know what cute actually is? Some of them really make me feel uncomfortable when I look at them.
Sometimes, in some TV programs, you can see all sorts of "cute" faces flashing in front of you, where "cute" poses from number 1 to 10 are being shown. Actually, don't they feel silly to act "cute", while their age are way beyond a little 3 year old girl.
Come on, just be yourself. You need not to pretend. Be natural. You don't look cute when you pretend to be one. In fact, prentend makes it look worst.
If you are cute, you are. If you are not, then you aren't. All of us have our own style. Not every style suits us.
So girls, listen up. Be yourself, be natural.

New blogger in town !!!

2006-10-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

At last, my blog is set.
Eventually, I didn't think of giving myself a blog, but it looks cool to have a blog and a lot of people out there have a blog (er...at least 1), so I just think that it is time for me to have a blog (LOL...I'm talking craps again)
So...hope that I will keep blogging !!!

Words . Life

Thank God, Semester Finally Over

Same Different Road: The Nature's Mood

Positive? Negative?

What's Playing in Me?

Discussion Dilemma

Itching for a holiday

Complain: What about it?

The Word, "Demotivate"

The World Best Job

Odd One?

Weirdos in China

What happened at the car porch

Finals : Done

Note to myself

If

Picture Speaks A Thousand Words

1st Day of New Semester

A Movie...

Finals Finally Finished

Changes for the Yable Yable space

Shut up

The Unfinished Story of Emotion

Beauty That Is Not Eye Catching

Time Ticking . Taking Time?

Where are you Motivation?

Imagination

A Letter to Myself

Year 1 Semester 2

Thoughts that I have right now

Customers

Donuts

Pavilion

A day at the beach

I Believe I Can Fly by R.Kelly

Deep Cut

Lucky Draw Scam: The Aftershock

Lucky Draw Scam

Instant Noodle ~

Blindfolded

Erm... *buzz buzz buzz*

Boiling lava !!!

The guilt in me

Stand by Rascal Flatts

Mizz Motivation

I'm back

A letter to my friend

Words for my friends

Paradise ~

Fading Connection

What kind of person I am?

Sick of The Humiliation

Personality's + - x ÷

During the Holidays

VALENTINES

5 days in Penang

Feeling Good

The start of my 19th year of life

Today's rhythm

C_U_T_E

The Rhythm Has Slowed Down

~ 3-01-2007 Orientation ~

Miserable, helpless....lost

~ ONLY YOU ~

Merry Christmas !!!

Assignments are OFF !!!

My words...

Assignments... X_X

LOVE....

5th of December...

In the mood for X-Mas "Ho Ho Ho..."

Miserable Raven...

Friday The 13th

The Curse of Internet Virus

We can do it !

Becareful of Forge Money...

Why pretend ???

New blogger in town !!!

Erm... buzz buzz buzz